Hi, I’m Creatively Lisa, Inspiring the Creative Within, but that wasn’t always the case. There was a period of time when I didn’t feel so creative, wasn’t inspired in any direction. And I’m an artist! A time that seemed to continuously repeat itself. I had no idea what to do about it. And even at times, I didn’t even realize I was as low as I actually was.
Things just continued to happen. One thing after another, the job I was working at continued to pull the rug out from underneath me, treat me poorly, and take shows and money away from me, because I was so low, I allowed it. I got sicker and sicker at work, with no idea what else to do. They just continued to take more and more away from me. I even questioned it within myself, but couldn’t do anything about it. I questioned myself on everything I did. Should I, shouldn’t I. You name it! I didn’t even trust myself to make a good decision.
I went to a couple of classes, did personal growth seminars, was constantly meditating and it would seem to improve because I had changed a few things. Then the cycle would start all over again. And I would sink even deeper this time, less money, more negativity, more problems were attracted to me, more doubt within myself. I’d get parking tickets, trip on nothing. I was even being kicked out of my home because of something I had nothing to do with. I could never go anywhere with any friends because I had no money. I didn’t even like the way I looked. I didn’t like the way I felt and everything kept repeating itself again and again and again, so much so that crazy things would happen to me. And I would think what the hell.
I remember one time that I was driving down a side street and all of a sudden this guy just decided randomly to open his car door wide open. As I was pulling up, POW, we both got hit. I mean, crazy things happen. I felt like a black cloud was literally following me around. I just felt so low. My mind would not shut up. And all of the outside forces seem to be pointed negatively, right at me.
In an upswing period, I had managed to get out of that job and start my own business. However, I had no idea what I was doing. So it wasn’t very successful to start. And in turn financially, yes, back in the toilet again.
I remember this like it was yesterday. I woke up one day, I went into my office, sat down and literally cried. I thought to myself, boy, if this continues, if this is the way my life is going to be, then what’s the point? Now I’m the type of person that is positive for the most part. Always working on myself, and in general, never think anything suicidal. So it caught me off guard. There was still a part of the real ME inside that literally said WHAT? That’s not you, that’s not right. We need to fix this.
So I did the only thing I could think of, I called my friend and that one phone call changed my life.
She said I needed to shift my energy and permanently. I didn’t realize I wasn’t, but every time I went to do something different, meditating, daily reading, retreats, everything that I was continuously doing would work temporarily and then I’d fall right back again. That’s what she meant about shifting it permanently.
Now, let me give you a little info on energy, your vibration. It’s a person’s emotional state, the atmosphere of a place or an association of an object as communicated and felt by others. That is actual vibration. That’s your energy. During normal daily life, we are exposed to various sources of vibration. For example, outside sources such as: buses, cell towers & EMFs, uh, we’re exposed to a variety of different types of people, situations, home environments, music, books, food and products we use. You name it, it’s all a vibration and makes a difference in our day to day. By being around these things, can make your vibration can go up or down. And if you’re not aware of it or not in control of it, then you will find yourself on the proverbial roller coaster of life.
Know what I mean?
Once that lovely conversation ended, it got me to thinking. She suggested a couple of things to use and to do, and basically get off my ass and start really shifting things in my life and around me and figure it out. And I just loved that boldness. So that’s what I did. I figured it out and in the process, I did change my life. I changed it literally with that conversation. And with a supplement I was lacking, it shifted enough that I felt different that evening. By the next morning I woke up and I felt like me again and started making changes.
I knew though that unless I started making major changes in my life and in my lifestyle, that it wouldn’t stick and I would go right back down, because it hadn’t stuck in the past. I needed to change things on a BIG level for it to be permanent.
Fast forward, I made those shifts. I changed those things permanently in my life. And today I have a fantastic business that allows me to live anywhere I choose and I get to work from a computer. It also allows me to wake up every day with a smile on my face. Something that I hadn’t seen for a very long time with inspiring ideas that propel me forward in my day, in my life, and in my business. I feel better physically, mentally, in my Heart-Space spiritually and financially. I no longer have to be concerned with, can I go out to dinner with a friend or what do I have to get off the menu that’s cheap enough? I don’t even look at the price, which feels freeing!
It was interesting though, because for a while, I was afraid of that rollercoaster coming back. That might still in me to a degree, that that “old” was going to come back and guess what? It didn’t! By raising my vibration permanently, life became inspiring.
Shortly after, things shifted again and probably about 9 months later, I was living that dream that I always wanted and kept putting on the back burner.
I was living in Italy, expanding my business, with Tulli my pup living in my heart space, loving my life every day. I was no longer worried or fearful about what might happen. I just knew things would work out and guess what? They have!
All because of the simple things that I figured out on how to actually shift your energy and raise your vibration permanently. You just need to learn the real truth and the real reason why you haven’t been able to up till now. Then actually shift it permanently and start living a high vibing life. Everything else will slowly falling into place.
It always begins with your energy. Are you with me?